Grief
I get her out the door for the bus
I should move my body, walk. 
But then, (Grief).
 
I curl back into bed
just for 20 more minutes
my alarm goes off
But then, (Grief).
 
A headache is starting now
I should get out of bed
and pour myself coffee
But then, 
 
I have things to get done today
Decisions to make
laundry to wash
But then, 
 
I know I feel better
if I move
But it's as if the
weight of the 
        world
    is on 
              me 
right now
 
The sun is shining
and soon the winter season
will be upon us
I should soak up the air while it's warm
          But
               Then
 
I sit. 
I feel. 
I put pen to paper. 
I lean in, to what I don't want to.
I tell myself
       I am enough
I let myself Be
I name the Sadness and Grief 







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