Take Note of the Signs in Your Path

Take Note of the Signs in Your Path
Have you experienced times in your life when the stars seem to align and life starts unfolding like the clothes falling out of a laundry basket?  Where you thought you knew how life was going to go, but all of a sudden there’s a detour onto an exciting new path?       ......
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Dream As If You'll Live Forever

Dream As If You'll Live Forever
"Dream as if you'll live forever
 Live as is you will not see tomorrow" 
                                                                     ~Jared J

I can honestly say, 3 years ago, I wasn't able to live out this quote. With my health circumstances, I found myself worrying a lot about my future. Wondering how many years of living I had left......
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Here I sit

Here I sit
Here I sit on the floor in my living room, trying to process the past 20 years, trying to grasp order and structure to the events in my life.  I’m surrounded by my computer, personal journals, index cards, sticky notes, and my favorite felt tip pens in probably 15 different colors.  The scenes are scattered about with themes and threads weaving over and through the 50,000 words I’ve written.

I stop to wonder why I’m always drawn to working at the kitchen table or in this, the adjoining living room.  
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Affirmation Card for Cancer Patients

Affirmation Card for Cancer Patients
This Affirmation Card was created by me to support patients going through cancer.
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"We are Cursed"

"We are Cursed"
 As we back out of the driveway Brielle says, "I think we're cursed". 
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Working Through Grief

Working Through Grief
I've had years of working through grief. 
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#Writing #poetry #grief #Hope #Faith #northernlights #cancer #MetastaticBreastCancer

Chemo today..... Hawaii tomorrow

Chemo today..... Hawaii tomorrow
I never thought we'd be taking Brielle to Hawaii. 
       But
       I also never thought I'd be living with metastatic breast cancer. 
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11/10/09 Made Me a Stronger Person

11/10/09 Made Me a Stronger Person
11/10/09 made me a stronger person.  

13 years ago today was when I picked up that phone call. 
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Keeping it Real

Keeping it Real
Keeping it Real: 

I share a lot about wins and what's been working for me.   

To be honest though, November has been a TOUGH start. 
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The Day That Never Happened

The Day That Never Happened
Below is an excerpt from a journal I kept and shared with my family/friends after I was diagnosed with breast cancer.  This particular post was written after I found out my cancer had metastasized.  
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The Little Engine That Could

The Little Engine That Could
Today is a big day for me. SEVEN years ago I got the call.   

The 2nd call -- more than 5 years after the 1st time I had heard the words "you have cancer". 

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FUTURE

FUTURE
Here’s a glimpse into the past few days for me:

Standing in our kitchen, I hold on tighter and seconds longer than a “normal” hug.  I first hug Brielle, then Brian. Brian squeezes tighter too.  “I’ll be thinking of you, babe.  I hope your scans go well.”  The tone of his voice tells me we’re both thinking the same thing. 
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